Had a terrible dream on saturday night when sleeping with him... Maybe I should say Sunday morning ba... Lol... We went MU on saturday night so went home around 4am plus... Slept at about 5am ba... Because I got to wait for my hair to dry up abit before I can sleep... If I dun wash my hair, it stinks... MU always make my hair stink... Woke up on Sunday morning... Not really wake up ba... The weather was so dark and cooling... Thats why I din wake him up and let him sleep more instead lor... In the end I also fall back asleep... Then I had this terrible dream... Hai... In the dream, I was with him having our romantic outing... Then we bought some supper for ourselves to MY home... Think its his first time to my place ba... So he just sit quietly at the sofa... Din realised that my dad jio his friends to our place for MJ... So no choice but to let them have our supper... My dad got this very slutty kakis for his MJ... Can't really remember her look... Only remember she got short hair and her hair were abit blonde... So as they were having a break from their MJ session, that woman, feel like calling her B***H, went to chat with my Darling... They were chatting so happily and were touching here and dere... OMBG... WTH... When I saw them I was freaking damned pissed... Guess what I did... I turned over the table in front of them... (Woo~~~ Fierce sia... I'm really damned piss lor that I can feel that feeling even right till now lor... Stupid right? Getting angry over a dream... Wahhahaha...) I pushed that woman to the wall... Stared at her straight in the eyes... Scolded the shit out of her... Bloody hell... I'm the Daughter of your BOSS lei... How dare you come and touch my BF... WTH... Everyone was looking at us... But he just walked away quietly while I was scolding her... Think after that she left and I went to look for him... He was smoking at the corridor... I went to talk to him but he din say a word... Feel kinda disappointed... So went to help my mother with the mess... I asked my mum, 'Did I do wrong?'... My mum said I din do anything wrong... That woman had been a slut in the company... So its right that I did that... Guess he din feel that way ba... He just feel that I'm unreasonable and throwing away his face in such a situation ba... Thats why he choose to ignore me... After that he left without a word... I dun dare to call him... So I sms him... "Do you still love me? Am I still ur ger?"... But he din reply... I was very sad in the dream... Very sad and scared that he will really leave me... That feeling is so strong... Really very strong... That feeling was the same as last time when he wana leave me... Was feeling so hurt and upset... In the dream, I start to think back of all the things that we did together... Like staying over at his place every weekend... I though that I will never had a chance ever again to stay over at his place le... The feeling in the dream was so real that I almost thought that I was in REALITY... Suddenly I was awake by his sudden movement... I woke up... Then I look at him straight away... OMG... Its a dream... What the... I was so glad that it was just a dream... I tried to wake him up but guess he was too tired to be bother with me... I nearly cry... That feeling was still very strong in my heart... Can really feel it... Now then I realised that my feeling for him is getting stronger than ever... I really can't live without him... He really stand a very important place in my heart... Please, Darling... Dun leave me... Dun... Glad that its just a dream... Hai...

~can't do without him in my life...~

Music Underground...

This pic look so nice right? Doesn't look like the MU that we frequent right? Lol... Couldn't find a nicer pic than this liao so put this pic lor... Reached MU at about 10pm...First to reach again... Had a lot of fun if it weren't had been for the stupid 'HeadCount' by the police... Can you imagine that? We were all told to leave MU for the police to do a headcount... What a joke... Kinda spoilt alot of people's mood ba... So by then after around 45minutes, when we were able to go back into MU, think they lost about 1/4 crowd... Firt time encountered such a problem in all my clubbing life sia... After tat we still had alot of fun... Levine and me were laughing and dancing all the way... Very tiring for me because I went swimming with my Darling in the morning at TPY... Almost lost my voice... Lol... But it was great fun and a 'nice' encountered tonight... Lol... K lar... Better go accompany my Darling liao... If not wait he fall asleep liao... Lol... Ops...

~gonez to acc him...~

Today was a rushing day for me... First thing in the morning forgotten to set my alarm clock last night... Some more Honey was late for his morning call... What to do... I know that he was tired after a night of Duty... Poor Darling... After that rush to school for ISDM... The moment I step into class, Jeffery, our lecturer, look straight at me... And said, 'Good that you are here... Come take the test...' I was like 'Huh? What the........" Looks like I got no choice but to take the test... It was an open book test... I reached at about 1.20pm... Test end at 2.30pm... By then I had decided on which question to answer, I left with 35mins... So wrote only about 3/4 page... Think what I had wrote were all rubbish but still he wanted me to hand in the paper... Haiz... What a test... After that went for Sociology lesson... Left school at about 6.30pm... Was damned late for my Yoga class... So no choice but to take cab there... Lucky my mama paid for my cab fare... Damned broke recently... Because of my facial treatment... EEERRRRHHHH~~~ No choice... Wana look pretty then must sacrified my money...



First Batch...



Second Batch...

After Yoga class then we went for late dinner with my aunt and cousin... Bought some of my bakery stuffs again... And yes... Baked some cup cakes today... Taste not bad... Had some 'Mocha' smell in it... You know why? Because I dun have fresh milk at home so used my mama's Mocha Milk... Lol... But lucky the taste still came out well... Feel so happy to see nice results everytime I baked even thought the first batch didn't look as nice as the second batch... Hope my Darling will like the cup cakes... K lar... Time to sleep... Tomorrow still got the stupid EICT class... Hai...

~gonez to sleep...~

Feel so refresh now after the swim... Today I went to Toapayoh for a swim... Swim from about 1.45pm to 2.30pm... Swim about 11laps... Wonder how I did it... Lol... It did rain abit when I was swimming halfway... But it did stop after awhile... Saw the dark clouds coming soon so I decided to go off after my last lap... Guess what... Just step into the bathing room only, it start to rain dogs and cats... Wish to escape from the rain but still end up stuck in the swimming complex... The rain was quite heavy... So I got to wait awhile... Soon the rain stop so I went over to central for a walk... Called his mama and she decided to meet me too... Bought some of my stuffs den went for dinner... Went over to his place to get some stuffs for my room... Saved abit for my re-shifting of room... Now my room is alot neater liao... Feel so happy... Lol... Think now its a better environment for me to study le... Talk about study, think its time to put my heart to study liao... Just had a nice and sweet chat wif my hubby... Miss him so much... Yesterday din get to chat with him because he was having an exercise... When we were about to end our call, he suddenly said 'Happy 7th Mth Anniversary'... Feel so happy and so sweet of him... Think I'm going to bath le... Den got to do my beauty treatment le...

~happy 7th month anniversary to you, honey...~

Just woke up not long ago... Check out the weather... Looks fine for a swim... So I decided to go for a swim even if there is no one to accompany me... I really miss swimming too much... Just hope that it will not rain... Think I will be going to Toapayoh to swim... Because my cousin told me Tampines Swimming Complex under renovation... So the other swimming pool nearer to me will be Tpy le... Somemore still need to go get some stuffs... Just going to be my day today... Hehehehe...

~gonez to swim le...~

Looks like I seldom get to blog on weekend... Because all the time I will be spending with my Darling... Meet him on Friday then we had our supper downstairs... After that we went to meet his friends for mahjong session... Lucky there's a tv for me to watch if not I also duno how to past time... Was sitting next to him all the way throughout the mahjong session... Maybe because I'm trying to learn more about mahjong, I din get too bored... Luck wasn't that bad for him... He did let me played a few rounds... But think it was him that played rather than me ba... Because he decide which tiles to throw and keep... Me only helped him with the manual work nia... Lol... Ops... No lar... Joking lar... Actually I know its because he's scared that I'm very bored mah so let me played a few rounds lor... So good of him... Lol... We played from about 11.30pm to 3am plus... It was raining throughout the whole night... Din bring an umbrella and so we were forced to walk in the rain... I just recovered a few days ago so din wana fall sick again so I snatched his cap... Hehehehee... Bad of me hor... Went home and bathed straight away in order not to catch a cold... Awhile later and we were both asleep liao... As for saturday, as usual... Woke up go downstairs for lunch den came back played games... Then we went out at about 5.30pm to town... Had a little surprised for him... Took him to dinner at Yoshinoya... It may not be surprise for you all but to him it is... For all the 7th month together, we had never ate Yoshinoya before... Initially he din even wana go in because he though I dun like to eat Yoshinoya... But actually I'm ok with it... He said I only like traditional Japanese food... Lol... Serious... I'm ok with it... Hehehehe... Next time we can go again ok? After dinner we went to walk walk around where he bought a soft toy 'AstroBoy' for me and then bought some facial stuffs for him... Got a free sample mask... So we went home after that to use the mask... Think we might go back and buy the mask... Its good... After the mask, our face feel so smooth... He slept quite early and as for me, I slept around 3am because I'm watching movie... Lol... As for sunday nothing much ba... Just stay at home and watched 'White Chicks'... It was a damned bloody funny show... We both almost laugh till fall off the chairs sia... Two thumbs up... Went home in the evening as usual...



Old Tv...



New Tv...

Just got my new set of tv... My old tv finally turn on me after being with me for about a year plus... Really can't bear with it... No matter what it had been keeping me entertained for the past year... Look... I even have decoration on it... Really will miss my old tv... But guess it really need a break ba... Packed my room the whole night... Shift things here and there... Tough job... But all was done well... Lol... Guess thats all for the moment... Later got time den blog ba... Think its time for me to go touch some notes... Hai...

~gonez to study le...~

Finally got the chance to sit down in front of the tv and watched the whole full Singapore Idol... If not for being sick, think I should be in Yoga class during the showing of SG Idol... Think next week got to get someone to record it down for me liao... If not I sure will miss the show one... Who will be in the Final? OMG... Olinda Cho? Sylvester Sim? Or Muhammad Taufik bin Batisah? We shall see... But I can tell you all, I'm a die hard Olinda's fan... Hehehehe... She rocks man... Lol...



Olinda Cho...

She's already my IDOL!!! Lol... I really like her singing and her powerful voice... Pretty like the songs that she sang today... Really touched my heart... I did saw her in real person before at Orchard... She look pretty sweet and friendly... Think last week or what I read about her house in the magazine... WTF... Her room is damned super big lor... Big enough for a whole family of 4 can live in it happily lor... Just that there's no kitchen only... How envy sia... Hope next time I can have a room this big... Lol... Fat hope sia... Wahahaha... Anyway... Just hope that she will make it into the final two... Go Olinda, Go~



Sylvester Sim...

This is a super cool guy... Jay Zhou look alike? Mandy will said that he is cute and handsome... As for my Darling, dun think he like him... Poor Sly... Today his singing was really abit not of his style... He sang 'The Music of the Night' from The Phantom of the Opera... Think he din being out this song well... Not powerful enough... Not into the song too... Even though he read thru the whole Phantom of the Opera, think he din put feelings into it... Maybe thats why ba... Some more the judges din gave him quite good comments too... Feel kinda worry for him... Wonder will he be able to make it through tomorrow night...



Muhammad Taufik bin Batisah...

Taufik... The least I expected to be in the Final 3... He really did make alot of improvement... All his songs today were done very well... Quite impressed by what he did... Well done... Think he should be able to make it into the Final 2... Oh dear... If Taufik is in, that means either Olinda or Sly will be in... OMG... What a tough competition...



Who will be the Final 2???

Hopefully I will remember to catch the result show tomorrow... Really wish to know who will be the final 2... Hopefully Olinda will be one of them... Think thats about all for my Singapore Idol tonight...

~hope olinda will win...~

Skip Sociology class today again... Hai... Wanted to go for class one but feeling damned nua... So could only go for Econs class... Halfway through the class I started to feel very cold... It was then I realised that I'm having a fever... Sian... Should had noe that the 'nua-ness' in the morning is my symptoms of me falling sick soon... So during the break, I went to buy 2 panadol extra... It was only after the med den i'm able to concentrate more on the lecture... Din noe that today got Econs consultation today... So was wondering whether I'm able to tong till 6pm... Lucky the consultation class was cancelled due to lack of sits in the LT... I shouldn't said cancelled ba... I should said its only cancelled for us repeated student... Because the normal class student will be taking their class test for Econs later thats why the lecturer asked us, repeat student, to leave... So I get to go home early and rest... Went to walk around the school bazaar before heading home... Bought a necklace for Michelle for her Bday...



A 7th Month Anniversary Present For You...

I bought something for ya too, my Darling... Hope you like it... I know even though we both were using keypouch, I think I will still put them into our keypouch as well... Hehehehe... Next Wednesday is our 7th month anniversary... Can't spend that day with you so I bought you this little gift... Do I get something? Lol... Think I really need some rest liao... Hope I will get well soon... Hai...

~gonez to rest...~

CYO Guys...



HuiYun & Me...

Today I went to meet my ex-colleagues at China Square for lunch... So long since I last saw them... Think about a month plus ba... After went as usual we went for teh tareh... The guys are Xiao Lao Ban Jun Wen, Uncle Shawn and Uncle HuiLam... Lol... Still can remember we often called them Uncles because they always made us wait for them when its time for lunch... Lol... This teh tareh store used to be our most usual hangout after lunch everytime... Miss the drinks there sia... Chatted till so happily... Miss the old days... Halfway thru our chat, it rained so heavily sia... So big that we got to take the long way back to the office... I went up the office for a little chat too... Left about 2pm plus...



Can see the color???

Den when to Parkway Parade to dye my hair... Dun think you all can see the color clearly right? Its abit of red and purple... I love this color... Hope it wouldn't fade so soon... Die die also must maintain till December where I will be going to Malaysia for my cousin's wedding... Seems like all my cousins are getting marry... When will be my turn lei? Hai... Ops... =x



Naomi & Me...



Cheeky Naomi...

Finally got time to upload all my latest pics... These two were taken when Naomi stayed over my place last Friday... Cheeky? Lol... Think thats all for today ba... Got to watch my Channel 8 show later... Today is the last espiode... Die die also must watch... Then can let my Darling know the ending of the story... Hope its a meaningful ending...

~gonez to rot liao...~

Woo... Its since a long time that I last blogged... Hehehehe... Spent a long weekend with my Darling... Had abit of quarrel but things still went on fine... Wonder why recently we keep on quarrelling... Hai... Must be me lar... Can't hold down my tempered... What is wrong with me man... Hai... Hope my Darling wouldn't blame me... I promised you I'll try not to do it again... So sorry...

Friday, 12.11.04



Peace Again???



Really Peace... Lol...

Last friday went out with Naomi Aka Wendy... Met her at tampines... After that we went town for some window shopping spree... Think she had a little arguement with jing thats why need to find someone to accompany her ba... We went to take pictures which as usual for me... Lol... I love taking pictures... Wonder how much had I spent total on all my pictures... Lol... Pretty mah? Too bad Mandy Aka Amanda can't join our ladies outing... If not it will be great fun I guess... Lol... Think I did alot of help to Jing and Zhi ba... Now hope that they had understand each other better and learn more to appreciate each other too... As for me, I always appreciate my Darling... Wonder if he, too, will appreciate me... Hmmm... Will You? Lol... After our shopping and photo taking, we went to a new hangout for me... Coffee Club Express at Paragon... Its a very nice place... Quiet and cosy... Think it will be a new hangout for me... Nice place to sit down and have a good and long chat... We were there till about 9pm... After that, Naomi came over my place and stay for the night... That night, my Darling was doing his Guard-Duty again... So poor thing... Lucky this time round is only a 12hour shift... We slept at about 4am ba... Long time din slept so late liao...

Saturday, 13.11.04

Woke up the next morning or I should said noon... Had maggie mee for our lunch... And watched LOTR part 1 on HBO... Initially Darling will not be meeting me one but after that he told me that his friends din reply so I went to meet him... So happy... Went dinner with his mama's and friends... And KTV after that... Wasn't a very good night outing for me and him... Hai... Why? I dun wish to said... Sorry, Darling for my ren xin... Sorry... After that everything were as per normal... Played our new PC game... Doremon... We had so much fun playing it together... Think we should get more PC games since we can't get PS1's... Lol... Just hope that your computer wouldn't clash on you... Lol...

Sunday, 14.11.04

My Darling woke up earlier than me... Think I was too tired ba... Lol... Piggy I should said... Waahhahaha... Went downstairs and had lunch together... After that we were back in his room playing Doremon again... Played till its was almost time for him to go out with his friends... Den alone I was in his room till about 2am den he reach home... Good thing that they din decide to go MU... If not, I think I will be very sad... =p After he had reached home, I dragged him to play Doremon with me again... Lol... Think I'm so childish to still play all these games... But who cares... As long as we two had fun and laughter right, honey? Played till 4am den we went to sleep... Think he must be dead tired... My poor boi...

Monday, 15.11.04

Din realised we had slept till so late... Woke up at about 2.30pm... Still feel kinda tired but Darling said dun wana wasted time sleeping so we wake up lor... Its a public holiday today so channel 8 showed some old movie... While he was watching the show, I was playing my games again... Got to go home early to have dinner with family... So sian... Can't bear to part with him... Good times always pass fast... Hai... Just hope that Friday will be here soon... Lol... Sound so greedy... Today is only Tuesday lor... Lol... Think I better get to sleep soon... Tml still got to meet my AIA ex-colleagues for lunch... Better sleep now... Hope its a nice weather for me to go swim tml too... Miss swimming so much...

~gonez to sleep liao... hope to dream of him...~

Happy Birthday to Myself... Sound so poor thing hor... I also liddat feel... Duno why so moody now... Its my Birthday... Wasn't I supposed to be happy? Why am I alone in my room now dropping tears? Maybe because yesterday at work din went well ba... Thats why so moody the whole day ba... After work, me and my colleagues went for early dinner and den some coffee... Talked about how pissed we all were at work and den came to this deadly topic again... "Friends"... Hate this topic the most... Since secondary school I had been experiencing friendship problem... So I learned to be alone by myself... So friends come and goes... What are friends? I duno... This word seen so hard to find in my dictionary... Hai... Dun wish to dwell on this topic so much... Dun wish to get myself so upset on my Birthday... At first I'm still ok... Watching tv and doing my assignment... Suddenly my tv also turn on me... duno why suddeny went off and till now can't on it... What a present it had for me... Suddenly I feel so lonely... Hate the quiet sound in my room... Hate it even more on a day like this... How I wish he can be around... But he can't... Actually I shouldn't be sad, I'm meeting him later what... But I just can't help it... Really miss him alot... Tomorrow morning got class till now also dun feel like sleeping... Feel so sian... Wo zhen de hao xiang ta... No mood to go on wif my assignment liao... Think friday den hand in ba... Hope my Darling can understand... Sorry, Darling, for not being able to complete my asignment on time... But I promised I will hand in on Friday... Will show you my assignment when I get it back... Think I better go sleep soon... Hope it will be a better day when I wake up...

~happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me... happy birthday to me...~

Just recieved a SMS from him... Cried out straight away... Thanks my Darling... I really needed that SMS... Tried to call u back but u switch off ur phone liao... Its ok... A simple SMS is more than enough for me liao... Really thanks... Think now I can really go and have a good sleep liao... Thanks... I feel a lot better now...

~gonez to sleep le...~

Beaumont Inn...



Peanuts Butter...

Finally I can get to rest... Been standing from 6pm till about 12am... For what? Baking cookies lor... My oven just arrived today and so went to buy the ingredients straight away at about 4pm... Went to the supermarket near my house... But couldn't get all the ingredients... Maybe due to Hari Raya ba... All the malays are stocking up on the flour and whatever baking ingredients... Can't even find plain flour ok... Its that bad lor... If I were to know that think initially I should have went to Bedok... Baked two kinds of cookies today... Peanuts Butter Jumbo Cookies and Beaumont Inn Cookies... The Peanuts Butter Jumbo Cookies look nicer right? But I prefer the taste of the Beaumont Inn Cookies... Totally fall in love with it... Thats why I drop the idea of baking my Chocolate Chip Cookies for another batch of Beaumont Inn Cookies... Hehehehe... Hope my Darling will like this batch of cookies too... Wow... 2am plus liao ah... Think I better go sleep liao... Tomorrow noon still got to work...

~time to sleep...~

My Birthday Celebration At MusicUnderground... (06.11.04)

First of all I would like to thanks everyone who were there especially those special ones... Really appreciated it alot... Really thanks for coming to my birthday... And thanks for all the great gifts too... Sorry if I had not been a very good host...



Doesn't look like me hor?



Loving Mah? Lol...

Some special words to my sweetie Sean: Thank you, Darling for the great night... Thanks for the fun and care when I can't figure out my thoughts properly and get myself upset... Hope I did not bring you too much trouble about getting drunk that night... Really feel very happy with you by my side... Even though they will not be here, I'm glad that you did bother to try to cheer me up again... Really feel very touched by what you did... Thanks for the present that you had bought for me too... Thanks for agreeing on the present... Feel so glad that you will wear it for me... Duno what else to say but to feel so love by you... Really thanks alot... Think we all enjoyed ourselves alot right? Love ya forever...



Our Rings...



We And Ours...

We set off at about 6pm and was kinda late because we booked out dinner at Shashlik Resturant at 7pm... He wana get me a new top so we went shopped for one... And to get the rings too... Is my new top nice? Lol... Because we couldn't find a nice top initially, we postponed our table to 7.30pm... Finally after all the shopping, we went for our dinner... Think my little Darling had enjoyed his dinner quite well... Even a simple dinner was also so fun with him around...



Cool???



What A Sweet Kiss...

After dinner around 8pm plus, we went to take some neoprints... Like all the shots but too bad only can choose 4... What to do... Lol... After that got nothing much better to do so we went to MU early lor... Sian... Think got some company events thats why was kinda crowded... Its was almost about 9.30pm den we got our table...



My Gers...



Usual Guys...

These are the first few ladies to reach for my Birthday... From the left is Candy, Qianyi, ME, Mandy and Naomi... As for the first few guys, they are Ah-Guan, JiaJing, ME, My Darling, Alex and Sergius... Usual handout guys... Think we had alot of fun... Only 2 bottles and can get so many people to be drunk... So proud of myself to be able to stand till 5am... Lol... Wondered how I did it... By the way... Did anyone realised that my little boi boi can style hair liao? Lol... No more botao liao wor... Hehehehe... Finally he can style hair liao... Initially we were still wondering if he was able to style his hair for my Bday or not... Finally his hair did grow long enough for him to style... Hehehehe...



Loving Again?



Our Love Kiss...



Kiss For Me....



Kiss For Him...

Some lovely photos of me and my Darling... Like them so much... Nice right? Lol... Think you all must be saying so mushy right? =p Who cares... As long as I like them... Lol... Feel so happy that night... Although not all my friends were here which cause me to feel kinda disappointed, yet everyone had fun so I'm very thankful for all they fun they had brought for me... Thanks Guys and Gers...



Birthday Kisses...



Gaming Time...

Not only did I got kisses from my Darling... But also from my gers too... Lol... Game time too... Lucky me that I dun have to drink because my Darling will drink on my behalf... Think he is worry about me getting drunk... Actually when we were playing games, I'm actually quite high liao... Can't really support myself properly liao... Lol... But still I'm fine enough to stay up the whole night...



Ice-cream Cake...



Kissing Again? Ops...

Cake cutting time... Ops... Kissing pic again... Lol... Dun said I buay pai sei ok... K lar k lar... Just wana show off how loving me and my Darling are lar... Can? Lol...



Ladies Nite??



Nuaster's Guys...

These are the photos of all the guests that was at my birthday that night... Thanks... Hehehehe... Duno what else to say but Thanks For Coming... =) Thanks to all the nuasters too... They are fiShtanK, My Darling, ME, Bobo, Dean and Raymond...



Peace meh? Oh no...



Its SUX!

Oh no... Kiatz ordered for me a DEADLY WATERFALL... Lol... Can't drink it alone so my Darling drank with me... How nice of him... First time trying waterfall... Think its sux to the max... Hao er xin wor the taste... No more next time...



Pei Mah?

I like this pic quite abit... It show our dressing that night... Pei mah? Look so matching hor... Lol... Think thats about all ba... The rest of the night was just about drinking, getting high, dancing and luffing... Lol... I really enjoyed myself alot that night... Thanks for everyone efforts to make my birthday celebration a very happy one... Thanks...

~thanks guys and gers and my darling for the wonderful night...~

DEAR MR JIA JING...

PLEASE LOOK AT THIS PICTURE CAREFULLY... If you can't see it properly, maybe you might need me to send you the unedited version... Look carefully at your stupid game... Sean had completed it in less than 100 moves... Or I should say 26 MOVES... So do you still have anything more to say? When are you treating him lunch? Dun come and act again wat less than how many moves liao ok... You better MARK YOUR WORDS... If not then see who will be the one chasing after you... Not that we wan a treat or what but we are just trying to let you learn how to fulfill your promise... Dun open cheque blindly... So when wana treat? Looks like I'm gona tell mandy how really stupid your game is... Lol...

Little words from Sean to you: Wahahahaha... Bo tai bo ji earn 1 lunch.. Thanks ah...

~you better mark your words...~

Since yesterday night I had not been sleeping well... Because we had a little quarrelled... Strange enough we always quarrelled over the word 'Sorry'... And it will sure be around that few days of the month for me... Hai... Why I just can't control myself abit more lei? I know when 'aunt' is here, I feel terrible both physically and mentally... But he is also having a hard time in camp lor... Why can't I be more understanding to him? Why I can't just control abit more? I feel so lousy as a gf... I'm trying very hard le... Really... I also dun wish to quarrel like that every month... Feel so guilty and sorry... Just had a chat with him just now... But its a very cold call... We din luff, din joke, din shoot... How cold can it be... Although I'm not feeling very well, I still managed to wake myself up and called him... After the chat, I couldn't fall asleep... Just keep on tossing around in bed... Feeling damned terrible... Whole mind is all about him... Wonder will we have a wonderful nights on friday and saturday? Hope so... This is my first time celebrating my birthday with him, I really wish it to be a beautiful memories for me to keep...

~hope i can get back to sleep inspite of the pain...~

My Most Fav Hp Shot Wif Darling...

Finally this pic can be post online... Thanks to my lovely laptop... Lol... Used to send all my pic from my hp to my com thru email... But now I can saved that money liao... Lol... Now I can just infrared it to my laptop... Some error occurs when I sent this pic to my email last time... So now finally... Hehehe... This is taken way before my Darling went for NS... See his long hair... Hehehe... This is also one of the main big reason why till now I still haven't take my hp for servicing... I'm using this pic as my Darling's caller ID in my hp... Think my hp servicing just got to wait ba... Lol...



Cheeky Me And G.L Darling... Lol...

This was taken when we went to Toapayoh to settle his banking stuffs... We were waiting for our turn so took some pic to pass time... Lol... Cheeky right? Hehehehe... Since now I can easily send pic to my laptop think there will be alots more pics to come... Lol...



Hardworking hor... Lol...

As for this, it was taken just now when I was studying... Vain again right? Lol... No lar... Just took to show my Darling how hardworking I was... Hehehe... Any rewards? Lol... K lar k lar... Joking only lar... =p Dun wan any rewards... Just wish you to be by my side forever... Think its time to go back to my assignment... If not will kana scolding from him again... 10.16pm liao wor... Why he still haven't call me lei?

~gonez to wait for his call...~